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There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. ~ 1 John 4:18

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Gotta Say Goodbye But It's Hard

You ever get that feeling when you know you gotta go, but you just find it hard to say Goodbye to something you've been in for sometime?

It's for your own good to go.. but yet, something just keeps holding you back. How do you fully say.. "I'm going and I gotta do it for me so that i can grow?"

Dilemma...

Additional to the blog..

someone wrote.. saying goodbye is not a once off thing.. we continue to say goodbye continually.

In reflection.. there's nothing as permanent as change.. how we handle transitions and change, really will accelerate us to being more refined.

So I should say Goodbye, for I owe it to a "no regrets" past I should live up to.
No "what ifs" , "I should've", "How would things have been if..."

Still torn up inside.. a big gap between doing it and saying it..

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5 Comments:

  • At July 05, 2006 1:26 PM, Anonymous watermelon said…

    What are you trying to say? So cyrptic.

     
  • At July 05, 2006 1:58 PM, Blogger PaulOS said…

    meant to be cryptic.. otherwise you all dun write.. ahhahaha

    still in slight dilemma... praying for peace in decision..

     
  • At July 10, 2006 9:24 PM, Blogger Rapunzel said…

    sayang, sounds like you know what to do, just that you don't want to have to do it because it's not 'nice'.

    Sometimes, saying goodbye is necessary to allow that chance to say hello.

     
  • At July 19, 2006 6:05 PM, Blogger PaulOS said…

    Thanks RapZ...

    I made the decision.. and have already started saying Goodbyes...
    in fact.. the song "I say Hello, You Say Goodbye" seems quite.. pun-nish to what you shared..

    We should meet up soon.. would love to go makan makan at GEMS with the non-linear ppl...

    I miss the crazee company.. see you all soonz... I start the new journey end of July.. :)

     
  • At July 20, 2006 12:57 AM, Blogger PaulOS said…

    oh by the way.. which definition of "sayang" are you using here? hmmm.. erhem erhem.. terkembang for a moment.. hahahha

     

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